Well , I've been there for a week to think and think again. But thinking was not a good idea at all :/ ... All I've got to do was to follow my heart. Yep .. and I realise that I was lucky to be with a guy like you :) . I don't know what our relationship going to be with time and I dont know what the future brings but i know youre with me now, WE WILL MAKE IT THROUGH, but I'll always gonna love you :) and nothing gonna change this love :) . I was not wrong to love you, it was the most wonderful think I've done in my life since I've known u <3 . I know you change a lOt, but gonna lOve you like you are in any ways. Everybody make mistakes that is why we are human. We are not perfect because Perfection doesn't exist. But we learn from Our mistakes and doesn't commit it twice :). I lOve ur vOice, I missed it . This distance maim my life :( .... I thought I would be ready and strOng enough but sometimes I felt like I would give up. But you came and you change my WHOLE world now. Now I see what lOve means. It is something soo beautiful and I don't wanna let it go. Its feel like you have always been, forever a part of me. Im inlove with you, Somewhere where i never thought I'd be. Im inlove with you and you complete me. I dont know why we are so far away from each other but i know that this much is true and we gonna make it through and I hope you will be the one that I share my life with and i wish that you could be the one I die with And I pray that you're the one I buit my home with. i hope I love you all my life. I miss you.
And though I can't be with you, but My heart will always be by your side.
IF I dont need you then why am I crying on my bed?
IF I dont need you then why does your name resound in my head?
IF youre not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
IF youre not for me then why do I dream of you as my man?
Is there any way I can stay in your arms?
I lOve yoU with alll my heart